2013~a beginning of a beautiful year

Hello my beautiful peeps,

Happy 2013 (kinda late but still)....it's the thoughts that counts.

Anyway, just dusting through old pages and i guess this new laptop remembers my old blog's email..(LOL moment).

So, anyhow, my progress for 2013 is that i'l be going to Brisbane/Queensland to be more precise in a weeks time ie. after CNY (HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR) to everyone. I'll be going to University of Queensland or UOQ/UQ and i'll be taking


BACHELOR OF ARTS (MEDIA,COMMUNICATION & CULTURAL STUDIES) (1 breath of typing and saying out loud) under MARA's scholarship/loan thingy...hope that i will do well and i wish to be the very best, like no one ever was (reference to POKEMON song for those who doesn't know). Just random ramblings here and there but POINT AND CASE....


i'll be missing my besties

ILI (not so much coz she will be with me in UQ)

ADLIN (my little sexy kitty cat)

MAISYARAH (my spicy little fire cracker on crack)

SHAZZUAN (my little astro dish that "fly")

ADHAM (my kinkaku/ginkaku twin)

SURAYA (susu sayang milo (FB) keep it up and get married quickly)

IRWAN (milo sayang susu (FB) get married to susu as fast as possible then have multiple babies..save 1 for me)

ILYNA(pronounce il-ly-na)..she hates people mispronounce her name.. me too...(just called her yan-yan..my big cute sister yg everytime i see her i wanna cry coz i love her sooo much only GOD knows)

HANISAH (my TIA (tisya's calling of her) thanks for the card..love ya and see ya on the nude beach baby)

AMIRA (secret darling...i want my MCD's pineapple pie back....i want them in 3 years time)

HUSNA (mak long (pronounce "mug- long") may GOD bless you and get married to "cough" quickly)

NADIA (my little chatter-monkey..i care for u keep up the smiles and be happy as always ok)

FARAHIN (my Gaziantep(i don't know why but i like the word itself... (zag ga zit..somewehere in Egypt ...i might misspelled it)... good luck little big doctor... skypeeeeee me sometimes okkkk

ZAKIAH (get married to zul AFTER i get back ok..)

LISWATUL (keep on indieing ok)

NAJAH (i couldn't see u at all... kinda saddddd)

IZWAN (casanova/primadonna....hahaha...become a great economist one day ok my dear..take care)

SAIFUL (owh..how i wish i was in UK so that we may travel together... :( ..and the best friend i had had ever in my life..thanks for always giving me advice and be my hang out buddy everytime)

ZEELAL (little big fatty bum bum..lol... i miss u take care goodluck me dear bestie darling honey pie) KINDA SOUNDS GAY>>>> _<<<<<

AIMAN (first/2nd bestie in my life..the best thing to happen to me after Allahyarham Yusri Amri (1st bestie) passing in 1999 (8 years old)..he came into my life and light up my world.. so technically he was responsible for the coocko and crazy me)

LASTLY

WISH ME LUCK GUYS

Crazy day with AFI (minus shazzuan and maisyarah)

the most beautiful words ever..(and they wish i came back in pieces..an homage to MONA FENDI perhaps??)

thanksssss and i cry after seeing this but NOT in front of them

xoxo

Happy Feet

I miss these moments

Assalamualaikum...its has been a long, long time since i updated this dusty blog...(simply because i have a new one which is only meant for me to let off steam as well as my innermost feelings)

therefore....MY LIFE IS AN ART is a public blog...a facade/a part of/outer shell of myself which i branded to the world...People knew me as Faiz/Mon/Budak Gemok/Montel/Moon

in the end...

i am me..

MUHAMMAD FAIZ ABDULLAH...

21 (2012)

blessed(alhamdullilah) for having two one loving parent(s) who always love me...

i lost my dad..my beacon is gone..if i lost my mom..

the whole lighthouse will crumble...

"DEAR ALLAH S.W.T MAKE ME A SOLEH CHILD..i wanna be THAT child..."

p/s:: i admit..i made them cry all the time..i wanna change...help me

I love my WAFIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

W A F I M....
it stands for wan,adlin,faiz,ili n maisyarah...
it stands for friendship...
it stands for faith..
it stands for eternity...
it stands for sibling!!!!

2 and a half years have passed...only seems like yesterday i entered KPMIM....like yesterday i met ILI,ADLIN,MAI n WAN....too short..fleeting moments have passed....how i gonna miss them all...

ili for her wise words and 'die hard' attitude....selalu kena sound...thnx ili....gonna missed that!!!

adlin for her witty and spontaneous behaviour....selalu wat benda pelik2 on da fly....gonna miss u tp kita tetap jumpa...^_^

maisyarah for her creepy over the top pick me on....selalu buli ak....humph....tp certain times....kte borak share secrets...everything...rindu ko sgt2 sgt2 kalah awan n langit..(BM ak A ok)...ahaha

wan for his smarts,funny,annoying n sometimes scary being....my brother...rindu naek motor ngan ko..rindu ko gler2 babi...i'd bleed,cry n defended u since sem 3...n i do it all over again..!!!!!!!!!....never gonna find someone as good as you...


WAFIM....eternity group...is like a puppet....everlasting and neverending..!!!!I LOVE WAFIM EVEN IF WE ARE APART...!!!!~~~

(pics later)

lip lup lap smbil mengecat....

back.......

i saw a vision once...

may i see it again...
coz im addicted.....

p/s::::: pounding hard and unforgettable vision.....I LOVE MY EYES...

I............

HELP.....I NEED TO FIND OUT WHO AM I.................

AM I FAIZ..
AM I MON....
WHO THE HELL I AM...??

IN A QUEST TO SEARCH AND FIND OUT...

WHAT DO I NEED?
WHAT DO I WANT?
WHAT AM I???????!!


P/S: SEBULAN 9 HARI.................................CONGRATZ!!!!

4 letter words.....

the only LOVE i have is for my FAMILY AND FRIENDS....

TO WAFIM..........I LOVE U GUYS SOOOOO MUCH....changes are the thing we cannot run other than time...~~~

best~~

I HAVE THE GREATEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD.....AND IT CONSIST OF THEM....



NUGU~~



GARFIELD///



NYET~~


AND



STALLION..~~


love them very much~~~

I JUST NEED TO....

I JUST NEED TO RELEARN HOW TO.....

GOT THE MESSAGE??

FACES!!!

MAISYARAH A.K.A PENDEK....

ADLIN A.K.A GARFIELD....

ILI A.K.A BOSS LADY...

SHAZZUAN A.K.A ASTRO/SALEM

P/S: DO YOU KNOW I WAS TRYING TOO HARD TO MAINTAIN THIS FRIENDSHIP WHERE I SHOULD JUST LET IT BE AND LET EVERYTHING FALL INTO PLACE..

                         THAT IS WHAT I WANT TO DO NOWADAYS...

holding on....

I HAVE EXHAUSTED ALL OF MY POSITIVE ENERGIES FOR THE SAKE OF MY FRIENDS.....


NEED A REFUEL....BUT THERE ARE NO STATIONS SELLING POSITIVE ENERGIES....


I'M NOT A CHEAPSKATE....


BUT DO YOU THINK ITS TIME FOR ME TO BE ONE...??


P/S: i need smiles on my face...but i cannot afford to somehow.....help me people 

TALKING TERMS...

I WILL STOP PESTERING YOU GUYS FROM NOW ON....

NO MORE MESSAGES...

NO MORE CALLINGS...

NO MORE 3-Gs...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P  HAS ITS LIMITS AND I DON'T WANT TO PUSH IT COZ I'LL BE LOSING EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU...

I WILL LEAVE MY FOOTPRINTS BUT YOU CAN REST EASY KNOWING THAT WE WILL STILL BE.....

FULLSTOP.

GELATO....

I WISH I COULD EAT AND SAVOR THE COLD ICY TASTE OF GELATO...


COZ I'M TURNING INTO ONE...

ONE THAT IS COLD,DISTANCE AND NOT CARING....


I GUESS....

FAIZ IS NOW ICY COLD....

I'M A COLD ICE KING.....
SORRY IN ADVANCE COZ I'LL BE STEPPING ON YOUR TOES STARTING TODAY...!!!~~

GONE.....

RIGHT NOW....THE SMILE HAS FADE FROM MY FACE....


WHETHER OR NOT IT WILL BE BACK...


I DON'T KNOW....


WHAT I DO KNOW IS...

I WANT TO SMILE LIKE THIS AGAIN...

I DON'T LIKE THE CURRENT ME RIGHT NOW.....

P/S: EVEN IF I'M GONE FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH....NO ONE WILL NOTICES OR MISSES ME...


I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT.....

feelings....

THE WAY I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW IS LIKE.......

A REAPER...NOT IMMORTAL..

MAYBE I'LL BE GOING OUT WITH A BANG..!!!!!!!

mY GiFt To YoU mY fRiEnDs.....

LET THESE PICTURES SHOW YOU WHAT I WANT TO SAY!!!!!

MAY OUR FRIENDSHIPS STAND STRONG.................

on9....

guys...lama xpost kn???
hahahha...


orait here wanna say that...DUE TO MY COMPLICATIONS....*my mind actually....


my FB ACCOUNT IS OFF.....*hope its not forever...but when my fb account is off...


MY MIND IS AT EASE......MANAGE TO LAUGH OUT LOUD a.k.a LOL with my nephews today playing dart....I LOST BUT WHO CAN SAY THAT THERE ARE MANY LARGE HOLES ON THE DOOR....hehehe....


i love laughing...

angin vs awan

Walaupon angin tolong awan kuar dri longkang busuk...tp still awan bnyk tolong angin...smpi xterbls jasa awan n angin....sbb tu angin syg gile2 babi kt awan....akn tetapi sikap angin mmg individualistik n pentingkn diri...
angin xleh tgk muka awan da...sbb angin rasa sgt sedih bile tgk awan sedih...


hadirnya awan dlm hidup angin amat bernilai n bermakna sbb sebelum nie ramai org selalu ejek,buli,kutuk,hina angin...tp awan x...
die laen dari yg laen...
die pandang angin mcm insan biasa...walaupon angin tu bodo n lemah..
sbb tu angin snggup masuk longkang demi awan..
FRIENDSHIP...!!
tp angin tau die ada dlm hidup awan bukan sebagai sehabat...die sgt menyibuk,busy body...selalu nk amik tau pasal hal awan..
awan jenis xamik port..
tp angin jenis yg nk amik port je..angin dpt rasa yg awan serabut sgt2 dgn angin...sbb tu angin merelakan awan pergi ngan berat ati...

P/S: tetapi angin akn kotakn janjinya nk belanja awan makan coz awan berjaya wat angin marah n maki hamun....

ANGIN heart AWAN..

BULLY

hello people....


orite.....apa yg ak nk ckp this time is about my self...


since i was kecik, i was always the victim of bullying..whether physical or mental...*hate the latter...


but overtime i've come to a realization that if i was bullied, it will come back to haunt my tormentor..
soo that is why i have a brighter more bubblier outlook on life itself...i don't care wat people think of me..

BULLY TURNS TO POWER!!

as long as i am HAPPY.fullstop.






but at times i may need my angels.....translation....


my friends..!!

ANGEL PLEZ GUIDE ME..!!

never...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000989447061never have i enjoy people sooooo much in my life...
currently i'm in a relationship with DECOM 3B students..

i love them....
to miss syida...eh..lupa..madam da...

HAPPY WEDDING DAY!!

gone to melaka....
bad things happens...
examples:
CAR BROKE DOWN..
LOST...(hampir setiap kali...huhu)
TEMPAT TINGGAL...

etc...

however...
THE GOOD THINGS OUTWEIGH THE BAD...

RAMBOT N HARUAN...

BOYS OF DECOM 3B BERDOA!!

ERRRR.........NO KOMEN...

maen bola...GO RAMBOT..!!!

SEMUT....STEADY JERK DOE..

MISS HARUAN SUNGAI...

DECOM 3B....LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

THANZ TO SALAM, RAMBOT, ROY, SEMUT, HARUAN, WANG AND L(walaupon xrelevan) FOR HELPING TO DRIVE AND WAS WILLING TO BE OUR FWENS....*ayat tacing abis...

THANZ KORG...PENAT+DUIT ABIS= GREAT LOVE AND RESPECT FROM US TO U!!!http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000989447061

BORING...~~

hai korg.......orait....nk confess.....


today...one of my dearies said that.....


"FAIZ,BLOG KO DA BORING R"...
my response....

"WELL, KEHIDUPAN AK DA BOSAN...NOTHING TO SAID LA...PLUS IM LAZY"...

meaning bukan sebab korg ada my life is BORING...but its da complete opposite.....because of u guys my life is BRIGHTER AND SUNNIER.....

juz i don't have to write it in my blog...i just have to SHOW TO PEOPLE THAT FAIZ IS BACK...*although not 100% back...im still not whole..!!



THESE ARE MY SUN AS WELL AS MY **N.....heheehhe